I had to break the fast...

Yesterday my gums started bleeding, and I needed to stop my fast.  I needed to find out what was going on and stop the bleeding.  It is now six hours later (guestimate) and they are fine again.  I ate some stew cup from the NutraSystem lunches (they are small) and it stopped almost immediately!  So that was good.  Then 4 hours later they started up again, but a lot less than before.  So it would seem that I was doing something right!  I drank lemonade right before they bled again.  So I stopped the lemonade and went to straight to water with a very small amount of baking soda in it, to get rid of my bad breath.  That worked, no more bleeding.  Now it is almost time to eat again, and stew is in the menu.  

Thank God for handy small lunches from NutraSystem!!!

I'm feeling a lot better now, so that crisis is over.  In a week, I will probably get back to fasting again. I've got to get some more small meals, these won't last long.  And Stouffer's could make me gain weight.  

I've got to sign off for now.  More later!!!

Tianca

The beat goes on...

Every day just gets better!  I'm doing real well on the fast, and getting around pretty well.  I just take it easy and keep on going.  One day at a time.  I can feel myself Healing each day it goes on, and I keep on getting better!  What else could I ask for? 

Casper says that the announcement of NESARA is 'imminent', but that has been going on for some time.  Those of us who know it is happening wait in silence, trusting all those who are relentlessly making it happen.  In my shape, I can't do much to help, but I do what I can to spread the news.  I can see the signs, because I know what to look for.  The banks are going down, the planet is getting steadily worse, the fake president flounders daily, the people of the world keep the pressure on, putting the screws to the illuminati.  The list goes on and on.  So I can clearly see that it is happening.  Some are not so smart, and flounder in their own ways.  Those of us that know help those that don't, so we can get through these latter days, so we survive.  We just keep on keeping on.  So many have fallen by the way, we need to survive!!!

You might say we are in the process of taking out the trash now.  We have already won.  And they know it.  The rats are deserting the ship.  

So imminent is real, our space brothers and sisters are on red/red alert now.  It is really odd, how time seems to go so slow, yet also so fast.  Are we ever really ready when the big moment comes?  We can see it coming from afar, know that it will happen, but when it arrives, you are never quite ready!  Such is life.

And the beat goes on...

Tianca

Busy, busy, busy...

It just never stops.  Today we had so many things going on, I never even got a nap.  First Jeff called from rehab and said he was done, the Doc was sending him home.  So Matt and Ben went to get him in Peoria.  As soon as they got home, Sheena showed up, and I got my ears pierced again.  They look good.  Then Jeff had me write a letter to Therisa.  That was delivered by hand, with not a very good reception. Then Denise showed up and said she might be pressing charges against Raymond for breaking in and stealing some stuff, after she put new locks on the apartment.  I don't know what happened with that, but she came back crying.  Matt talked to her downstairs.  Now they have left, Jeff went to his mom's house without the dog.  And Matt went to bed.  It is finally calming down here.   

Isn't Sunday supposed to be a day of rest???

This is the 11th day of the fast, and things are going well.  If anyone notices a difference, they aren't telling me.  22 pounds should make a change!!!  I can sure feel it.  Even Sheena didn't notice, and she notices everything!  But thats ok, we had a good talk.

Sooner or later they will see.  

Tomorrow Jeff and Matt are going to make a pen for Jinx in his mom's back yard, then he can take her over there until he can find his own place to live.  That will work out better.  

I have to wonder if Mike will finally get Matt's money to him later on today.  The lawyers were to talk it over this weekend.  Talk is all they do, where's the cash?!?!?!

Tianca

Another day

Today is a good day.  I'm moving around better, and not hurting.  Things are still going great.  I'm even sleeping better!  That one I didn't expect.  My only problem is that my clothes are falling off me and so are my rings.  One more good thing, I'm growing hair again.  Did I mention this before?

Anyhow, the bad/good news of the day, Jeff went to Peoria in Ben's car, with Matthew, to admit himself into rehab.  The man is a mess.  I should be glad, because he needs this, but I'm worried about him.  He has really messed up his body, I'm not sure he can handle the strain.  Withdrawal can really stress out the body.  I hope he doesn't die in the process of trying to cure himself.  They should be back by now.  I wonder what is going on?

I've been learning about Yorkies.  I had no idea they were such an interesting dog!  So much controversy, too.  I discovered Chocolate Yorkies!  Yes!  I kid you not.  They have a mutation that gives them another color, but they are still a Yorkie.  I like them!  

Bitsy is mine, did I mention that the other day?  Denise has sold her to me.  

But there are also blonde ones, black ones, party colored ones, and then all the different sizes of the dog!  Tiny toy, toy, miniature and standard.  Though some don't accept any of them as AKC.  Such a controversy.  The older times people used to destroy any that weren't standard.  I assume that was to improve the genes.  Now they have moved the other way, celebrating the differences.  Well, some just don't like change.  

This has been a good day.

Tianca

Home sweet home!

This place has been like Grand Central Station today.  One thing after another all day long.  At least I had a quiet morning!  

I asked Denise if she would sell Bitsy to me for $50.  She said that she would think about it, but she looked like she wanted to accept it.  And now tonight she hasn't shown up to pick her up.  So I have to wonder.  I'll stay up until 3, like I usually do, then go to bed.  Bitsy doesn't look the least bit worried about this, she's sound asleep, on my bed.  Denise usually comes for her about 12:45 pm, and it is 2 am now.  I don't think she's going to show.

I looked at all sorts of websites today to learn about Yorkies.  That is what she is, a A Yorkshire Terrier.  They were bred in England, to chase and kill rats.  So they are a small, but tough breed, very brave and curious, daring.  Very protective of their owners.  They are small so that they can get into small places to catch the rodents.  She's not scared of anything!  They say that this trait can get them into trouble, if they attack a larger animal.  

This is a longer haired dog that doesn't shed, they need to be trimmed regularly if you want them to be shorter haired.  I've never had a dog that needed to be groomed regularly.  But that is ok, they certainly can't be worse than s Sheltie!  

I brushed her tonight, and she acted as though she had no clue what I was doing!  She was a bit scared until she found out that it felt good, then she rolled over on her back to let me brush her there.  She didn't want me to quit!  Next is trimming her toenails.  They are long.  Someone hasn't taken very good care of her. I'm betting she hasn't had her shots either.

Well, the fast is still going good!  It is so great to be walking around sooooo much better.  As of today, I've lost 16 pounds.  That is an estimate, of course.  But from how I lost in previous fasts, it is accurate.  It helps to have experience in fasting, so you know what to expect and how to deal with it.  I do have one suggestion to anyone who hates the bad breath, and won't use mouthwashes.  Get a jar of honey, raw honey that hasn't been heated up.  When you get unbearably bad breath, dip a spoon into the honey, let it drain, and suck on the spoon until it is completely gone from the spoon.  Push it around in your mouth, the honey, and let it do its job.  In a few minutes your breath will be a lot better.  In case you don't know, honey is a natural antiseptic, and alive!  It gets rid of the bad breath.  

Denise just called.  She caught Raymond in bed with another girl, and he actually called the cops on her.  He told the cops they had broken up a month ago and he didn't want to see her or talk to her.  So she's crying and in shock that he would do that to her.  She wants to leave Bitsy here overnight.  I told her she can leave her here the rest of my life, I don't care.  I told her not to worry about her, she was sound asleep.  I think she might just leave her here.  

Well, it is time to sign off, it is late.  I'll sleep real good tonight.

Tianca

Here we go again!

The start of another week has begun!  Things are looking real good, I'm still feeling great.  Casper is saying that NESARA will get announced this week, let's hope he is right.  Because the whole world is pissed off now!  They want their money, etc.  And they can't get theirs until we (the usa) get ours.  I heard that Brussels government died last Tuesday.  Not good.  Some major ice shelf is collapsing, hurricane season is longer, tornadoes are more prevalent and worse. The planet needs relief.  She needs this pole shift!!!  Now!!!

And in the midst of all this drama, Matt is still waiting on his money.  At least we now have food in the house!  I have a shipment of honey coming, probably today.  I ordered it a while ago, and it is finally getting here.  Another order is coming also.  Sometimes it takes a while.

Denise is thinking about giving me her dog, Little Bit, because it is not working out where she is living.  Her son does not treat her well, so she spends a good deal of her time under the bed or couch.  He is mean to her.  I hope Denise makes up her mind before the dog dies.  She is really a good dog.  I'd hate to loose her.  I call her Bitsy.

I love her.

Tianca

One week is completed!!!

Seven days are done!  One leg of my journey is done!  I never thought it would be so easy.  

So, I guess that means I have lost 14 pounds, but since I don't have a scale, I can't weigh myself. Just the same, I can feel the difference!  I am walking so much more easily, it amazes me!  Getting up off the bed is easier, moving around is easier, I can walk farther.  No dizzy spells.  I'm so glad I'm fasting.

I just realized that I have been trapped in my body for years.  And now it is starting to work like it is supposed to.  I'm not trapped anymore!  Happy days!

And this is just the beginning.  I can't wait to find out what is next!

Tianca

Fasting is not starving!

It just slays me how people react when they hear you are fasting.  They immediately think that you are starving, and must have a death wish!  No matter how many times you remind them otherwise, explaining to them that you are not starving until all your fat is gone, they offer you food, convinced that they are just trying to keep you alive.  Thankfully, I have only encountered this with Matthew, and he was calmed down soon.  I don't have a death wish, I'm getting myself healthy!!!

Already my asthma is gone, my blood pressure is back to normal, my eyesight is great, my hair is growing back, I can walk a lot better, and I am loosing weight!!!  On those things alone, it has been well worth it!!!  10 pounds lost is making me feel a whole lot better.  I can see a difference already in my face.  I'm looking and feeling younger already.

I have no idea how much I am saving us on food, but my not eating is helping a lot!!!  My clothes are fitting better also.  It is great to lay here watching them eat and not being hungry at all!  It is nice to know that I don't have to eat.  This is so easy!!  Just the fact that I am walking around a whole lot better, and it doesn't hurt near as much is pleasure enough to make this worth it!  But the benefits of this fast just keep on adding up.  

How could I forget how great fasting works?  I should have done this a long time ago.  I might not have gotten to the point where I had a stroke!  Don't believe the doctors, they have no clue what they are doing.  If they prescribed fasting instead of drugs, there would be a lot more healthy, thin people in the USA.  I'm convinced that the doctors here want to keep us sick so they can keep on making money off of us.  Why else would they act like they do?

One day at a time, things are getting better for me.  I'm Healing myself.  

Tianca

My hours are screwed up...

I don't seem to be sleeping as much as I used to, and my hours have changed.  Can't figure out just why.  Being home bound since the stroke I  had last year, means that they can change at will, and it doesn't matter much.  Now that I'm not eating makes me more flexible at that as well.  

It has been a good day, on the whole.  I'm surviving.  

I am walking better, not near as much stiffness that I've had for a while.  So that is encouraging!  I like feeling good!  I'm still not at all hungry.  That is great.  Such a relief not to focus on food all the time!  

Still waiting on Matt's money.  Seems to still be dicking around, but we will get past this as well.  

Tomorrow is grocery day, so at least we will have food in the house.  I would prefer to have NutraSystem, but that will happen in time.  One step at a time.

Tianca

Anticipation..

This was a keep busy day, a restful day as well.  Tomorrow the lawyer is to be in town, and Matt should get his money.  I hope he does.  I'm going to get on Ebay and get a bunch if NutraSystem food, for all of us.  I plan on filling the cabinet!  That way all three of us can eat well!!

When I go off this fast, I will continue to loose weight.  It is going to take a while to loose over 250 pounds.  One fast will give me a good start on it, but I have a long way to go.

So, I will just take my time and do it right.  In 6 months, I'll fast again.  I will reach my goal.

Time to get some sleep!

Tianca

The historically proven benefits of Fasting...

1- Provides vital organs a rest.

2- Stops the absorption of foods that decay in the gut.

3- Empties the digestive tract and facilitates elimination of wastes.

4- Promotes the breakdown and absorption of diseased tissues, deposits and other abnormal growths.

5- Increases the powers of digestion and assimilation (the usage of food)

6- Re-establishes normal body chemistry and secretions.

7- In itself does not remove toxins.  This is done by the excretory organs.

8- Rather creates an environment which allows organs to perfect their work.

9- Improves mental powers generally, e.g. the ability to reason is increased and attention and association are quickened when fasting.   The Romans believed that a full stomach does not like to think.

10- Tends to increase one's control over all appetites and passions.

11- And is, therefor, ideal for meditation.

These are only a few reasons to fast.  But they are very good ones, and I believe that virtually everyone can benefit from fasting.  Everyone!!!  Our bodies are so corrupted that we cannot function as God meant us to do.  Getting back to the basics begins with fasting.  Knowledge is power, over our own lives, and we must learn how to live.  Fasting gives us knowledge, about ourselves; body, mind and spirit.  And it is free!!!

Tianca

I found my home!!!

I got the book about the ranch I intend to buy in the mail yesterday!!  One look at the place and I knew that it was perfect!  I am so excited.  Now, after 7 years of searching, I can get the money I have been waiting for and buy the place.  I've seen a lot of very nice places, but this one is by far the best so far!!!  Even the town, nearby, is perfect!!

Sure, I could be overly excited, but I don't think so.  Over the years of searching through the different ranches for sale, I've slowly learned what I really want in a property, as well as what I need.  There is such a variety!  I could buy one already set up, but then I'd have to scrap what is there and sell the stock, tear down the buildings, and begin again.  So it was  obvious that I needed a place as undeveloped as possible.  Saves a lot of trouble.

Then I decided to make the buildings all domes, monolithic domes!  The are easy to build, strong against the elements, energy efficient, great to look at, and the list goes on and on.  Go check out the website;  www.monolithicdome.com.  It is well worth the time!

The fast I am on is going well!  Every day it gets easier to walk and get about.  I'm even starting to look better.  This is so good! I'm on the fourth day now!  I guess that means that I've lost 6 pounds so far!  Excellent!  I feel great!

Tianca

Thunderboomers hit Midwest...

It is hard to sleep, when the whole house is shaking!  Yes!

Don't know how much damage was done yet, but it was lively!  The birds living under my air conditioner are awake and happy now.  Not much gets them down.  The babies are always cheerful.  

I'm doing fine!  It gets easier to walk every day, so that is a relief!  Getting to the bathroom is getting easier!  My balance has returned, will probably get even better as days go on.  

My eyesight is also improving, and so far my asthma is better.  I suspect that when this is done, I will be vegetarian.  That I should have expected.

I wonder if Keith is up and about.  I felt him watching the storm going through this area, someone protected us.

The day begins, Ben is up.  Time for me to sign off.  More later!

Tianca 

Food everywhere, and I'm not hungry!!!

I just spent the last hour browsing the NutraSystem food on Ebay, and as I  got done, I realized that I was just fine!  No hunger pangs at all.  The first 3 days on a fast, your body is in a very excited state, looking for food, until it adjusts to consuming your fat.  Only this time I'm not having any problems like that.  None at all!  It is great!

Matt and Ben bought some of that real good pasta from Pizza Hut, with all the trimmings, and I was fine.  I had to wonder a few times, "How can this be?"

If this keeps up, and I see no reason why it shouldn't, this fast is going to be the easiest one I've ever done.  That makes me very happy.  Oh, yes.  

When Matt gets my money to me, I'm going to have some fun on Ebay and fill the cabinets with NutraSystem food, for all of us!!!  If it helps me and Matt, it will also help Ben.  I should send some to Sheena as well, she has gained weight on her new job.  I have her address here somewhere.

I'm going to do a long fast, combined with NutraSystem.  That will work, guaranteed.  I'm going to be the sexiest looking Grandma in Galesburg!!!  Oh, yes!!

This is the start of day 3, and things are going just fine!

Tianca

This should be a good day...

How is it that our lives get judged by money?

How much you earn at your job or career, how much in debt you are, how much can you afford to spend on food this week, how much someone owes you, etc.  Can you afford to get gas?  The list goes on and on.  

It just doesn't make sense to let our lives revolve around money.  What do people do who don't have money?  

Today Matt gets a good deal of money, and we are going to invest it and make an income for me and him.  Letting our money work for us, not us working for the money.  That way we don't have to work, unless we want to.  That is the only way to live.  

The six days that I was in the hospital last year ran up a bill to the tune of $40,000.  I've spent all too much time since I  checked myself out of the hospital, worrying about how I would pay the bill.  My whole life I've never been that much in debt!!!

It seems that today the multiple bills will get paid in full.  It will be great to have that behind me!!! How can a person hope to Heal himself if they are worrying all the time about bills?  One step at a time.  

Did you ever notice that when you have plenty of food in the house, that you have little desire to eat?  That is just how it works.  I don't know why!

I can vegetables and fruits, and try to keep at least one year of food stored in reserve, in case of hard times. It also means that you have healthier food to eat.  Peas, carrots, corn, green beans, onions, mushrooms, lima beans, stewed tomatoes, peaches, potatoes, okra, etc.  The good stuff.

I need to add more to the list.  I also make a mean hamburger sauce for spaghetti.  That comes in handy a lot!!!  I collect recipes.  That is so easy online!!!  You can get them from all over the world.  Variety is the spice of life.

I find it very surprising that I can talk about food, and not be hungry!  This is great.

Tianca  

Time flies when you are busy!

4:11 am    Wednesday, July 10th was the first day!

What am I doing up in the early morning hours?  

My fast began yesterday!  This is good!  I'm so excited about this act of bravery.  Oh, don't get me wrong, I've fasted numerous times before, and they were unanimously successful!  My energy has already returned, and I feel better.  That is the one really good thing about fasting, it makes me feel good.  Every time I commence a new fasting adventure, I feel good.  In lots of ways.  Too much to go into right now, but I'll talk about it later on.

It is customary, when you fast to loose weight, to track your progress by weighing in.  I can't do that, no scale to do it with.  So I need to describe how I look.  Guestimate.

I'm 5 ft. 4 in. tall, with brown Clairol hair, brown eyes, and approximately 350 lbs.  Not good.  I know.  Last year in October, I had a mild stroke.  It affected my right side, and it has been a long road back to reasonably healthy.  

Now that I am this far, I'm going the rest of the way.  You know the rules, one step at a time.  First I had to get my butt out of the hospital before the killed me.  Then I had to get enough control of my body so that I could get off the bed and walk to the bathroom.  Bedpans are not fun.

There were the normal accidents, I lost my balance and fell down, breaking my wrist.  But the bandage is off and I am better again.  I am now left handed.  

I had to use a cane for a while, but soon realized that it could make me fall again, so I retired it. Walking has become a necessity!  Never take it for granted!  Being able to get around on your own is a must. Every day I get stronger. 

I had the stroke because of being overweight, aggravating my blood pressure.  So I got off the pills the doctor gave me, and promptly found a natural remedy!  It is working great!!!  I feel a whole lot better.  One step at a time!  Then I cut down on all my medications, going natural. Doctors can kill you.  They are nothing more than legal drug pushers, they don't want to Heal or cure  you.  They do that and they don't make a profit.  Cure is not in their vocabulary.

So, my next step was to buy a RIFE device and get healthy, and now my body is ready to move on to fasting!

One step at a time.  One day at a time!  I know that is reserved for alcoholics, but it works for me as well.  If I don't Heal myself, no one else will, and I will die!!  This is not a game.  So that is why am blogging in the middle of the night.  I am saving my own life.

Tianca